There I was, sitting at the balcony.
The sky is covered by think clouds, that cover all the stars and planets, letting only pass a blur of the moon.
There is a chilling breeze just a little bit to cold for me. So I go in the house looking for a blanket.
I have no blankets, so I improvise with a big and tick towel.
Ahhh, warm again.
But then I realize there is a strange additional comfort here.
There is feeling of being protected, just ba wrapping myself with a towel.
Studently I feel like a kid again, and even make myself a small house, by covering my head and leaving me inside with my headlamp and my notebook.
I feel amazed that such a silly act as wrapping myself, and transport me to my childhood.
Then other ideas bump into my head. I visualize images of people being rescued from fires or other catastrophes, and they are always being covered with a blanket. That never made sense to me, until now.
It is nice to find comfort in such a simple act.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Too proud.
So pride is my weakness...
Test provided by Tickle
Roman, you're less sinful than the average person.
Still, your sinful tendencies are running just below the surface and could start to affect your choices in life. For example, if you aren't careful, your drive to excel at all costs may ultimately be your downfall. Feeling good about your successes might be a gratifying way to acknowledge your work and position in life. Still, you, in particular, should beware of prioritizing your achievements above other things and using them as a way to feel superior to others.
Though you're less sinful than others, this, and the sins you scored highest on can still jeopardize the things that are most important to you. Don't let them.
Test provided by Tickle
Roman, you're less sinful than the average person.
Still, your sinful tendencies are running just below the surface and could start to affect your choices in life. For example, if you aren't careful, your drive to excel at all costs may ultimately be your downfall. Feeling good about your successes might be a gratifying way to acknowledge your work and position in life. Still, you, in particular, should beware of prioritizing your achievements above other things and using them as a way to feel superior to others.
Though you're less sinful than others, this, and the sins you scored highest on can still jeopardize the things that are most important to you. Don't let them.
To Cry
Last time I cried, was at least two years ago.
I clearly remember that night.
There I was, lying on my bed, vividly imagining how it would be my future in 5, 10, 15, 20 years and so on, if I kept living my life the way it was.
That was a transcendental night for me, the beginning of a personal life revolution.
Today, two years later, a mix of deep frustrations and anger, I once again experiment the liberating sensation of crying.
At the beginning I was ashamed of it, however when I stopt, I felt good.
I actually feel proud of that crying.
Yes, I cry.
I clearly remember that night.
There I was, lying on my bed, vividly imagining how it would be my future in 5, 10, 15, 20 years and so on, if I kept living my life the way it was.
That was a transcendental night for me, the beginning of a personal life revolution.
Today, two years later, a mix of deep frustrations and anger, I once again experiment the liberating sensation of crying.
At the beginning I was ashamed of it, however when I stopt, I felt good.
I actually feel proud of that crying.
Yes, I cry.
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