To Cry

Last time I cried, was at least two years ago.

I clearly remember that night.
There I was, lying on my bed, vividly imagining how it would be my future in 5, 10, 15, 20 years and so on, if I kept living my life the way it was.

That was a transcendental night for me, the beginning of a personal life revolution.

Today, two years later, a mix of deep frustrations and anger, I once again experiment the liberating sensation of crying.

At the beginning I was ashamed of it, however when I stopt, I felt good.

I actually feel proud of that crying.

Yes, I cry.